lost myself in somewhere else

i'm on the way to lost myself now
i don't actually know what i want
i don't actually know what i'm thinking =.=
i really really don't know
OMG! >.<
i'm just soooooooooooooooo
helpless =(
feel like wanna bang wall right now! =(
whatiwant?
omg
ikeepaskingmyself
whatyouwantwhatyouwantwhatyouwant?
shit! =.=
i hate this mood
i hate this feeling
i hate this TANHUIWEY
don't get affected by others easily okay?
not to trust people easily okay?
damnit! =.=