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心结，打开。

2012-01-29T10:27:00.000-08:00

在心里的结
终于打开了
终于知道了原因
终于可以回到最原始的当时
希望我们友谊长存
很珍惜你，朋友。
很庆幸有你，朋友。
相识，相知，我们的缘分。
谢谢你陪伴我
谢谢你支持我
谢谢你鼓励我
谢谢你爱我
谢谢你真心对待我
谢谢你还要我这老友！=）

2012的新年，我们的龙年。

2012-01-26T10:57:00.000-08:00

今年的农历新年很特别
大年初一，我们一群朋友就开始拜年了。
原因是，大家都要各分东西了！
有的是AFS
有的是要回外地读书
有的是国民服务
有几位朋友，今年是最后一年一起过新年，一起去拜年了。
他们要去深造的国家，不是属于亚洲地区。
所以新年不会有假期，一年或许也只会来马来西亚一次。
感概的说。
大家长大了，是时候分开了。
虽说真的很不想与大伙儿分开。
但是这是成长必经之路。
祝福大家都会有美好的前程。

就是因为知道分开会使我们之间的距离拉开得更远。
所以我真的很想在疏远前，修补好一切。
我真的很用心，很想，费尽心思地
去修补。
但是，你没有给予我任何机会。
很累了。
真的是时候放弃了吗？

我，真的不想就这样放弃。
我，真的不是个轻易放弃的女孩。

可是。
我真的不想再面对一次又一次的失望
我真的不想再面对一次又一次的伤心
我真的不想再面对一次又一次的绝望
我真的不想再面对一次又一次的猜疑
不想了
不想了
不想了

不想了
不想了

他，家。

2012-01-26T10:36:00.000-08:00

农历新年到了

团圆的时刻到了

今年的团圆饭

大家都吃得非常开心，非常愉快。

比往年来得热闹。

让我深刻感受到“相聚”的美好

团圆的可贵。

随着年龄增长，大家的生活圈子都变大了，复杂了。

往往会忘了亲情可贵

往往会忘了家人的好

往往会忘了家的温暖

他回来了。

跟往年不一样的是，

他，有些许的变了。

变得重视我们了

我，看见了我从小到大认识的“他”

熟悉的感觉有回来了。

虽然停留在家的日子不长，但是至少比去年好。

希望我写在孔明灯上的愿望真的会实现。

爱家

想家

爱我们。

SILENT IS THE BEST WAY TO MAINTAIN THE RELATIONSHIP

2012-01-11T11:37:00.000-08:00

words can't express the feeling
you'll know and understand it if you really concern bout me
if you really care bout me
if you really pay attention to what i did,what i do,what i want...
you can understand someone by paying attention to their actions.
words can't express much
but seriously
i don't know what are you thinking =.=
aihx
failed =(

hey
the one we love and care about...
CNY is coming so soon...
when will you be coming back to the KUANTAN HOME?
when will you go back to there again?
and can i looking forward to your next BACK? =(
when will you be coming back after cny holidays?
can you just stay a bit longer here?
you're born here
you're living here for 20 years++
but why?
but how?
can you forget here
you really won't miss anyone anywhere here?
can you just come back with you sincere heart?
but not wanting something from someone?=(
~~can you please change?~~
~~can you please wake up?~~
~~can you please look back ?~~
~~can you please put us in your mind and heart~~
~~alwaysss ?~~
~~can you ?~~
~~can you promise me these few simple actions? =(~~
it's really simple
just simple things
simple acts will do
=(
seriously although i really quite angry bout what you did
very disappointed and hopeless about your changes and attitude
but i love you
because we both having the same kind of blood =(

again it's 421am

2012-01-10T12:23:00.000-08:00

oh my god! =.=
i'm having insomnia again
i just can't sleep
=.=
those things keep flying in my mind
stress out =(
i'm really unhappy for that
NOT SATISFIED
i'm really worry bout that
PIECE OF SHIT
i'm really sad for that
OH GOD! YYYYY =(
fate? =(

lost myself in somewhere else

2012-01-09T10:31:00.000-08:00

i'm on the way to lost myself now
i don't actually know what i want
i don't actually know what i'm thinking =.=
i really really don't know
OMG! >.<
i'm just soooooooooooooooo
helpless =(
feel like wanna bang wall right now! =(
whatiwant?
omg
ikeepaskingmyself
whatyouwantwhatyouwantwhatyouwant?
shit! =.=
i hate this mood
i hate this feeling
i hate this TANHUIWEY
don't get affected by others easily okay?
not to trust people easily okay?
damnit! =.=

officially end .

2012-01-08T10:43:00.000-08:00

it was yesterday midnight
u asked
i answered
so it comes to an end
it's the ending for us.
it might be an extremely bad ending..
but it'll be the best ending for us.
you & me.
truly wish you all the best
you deserve better one
another one who suits you more
love you more
good luck~
no matter in your future study.work.and love
that's all =)

it's year 2012 now!

2012-01-03T10:12:00.000-08:00

time flies...
it's year 2012 now
huh !
i'm 18 years old girl now(although i haven't pass my birthday>.<)
can't believe that i've finished my SPM
can't believe that i've graduated from my high school SMKAP
can't believe that i've separated with all my dears for sooooo long time! =(
seriously i miss school days
seriously i miss old days
although it's busy
although it's tiring
although it's exhausting
although it's sad
although it's hurt sometime...
but they were all my best memories ever!
okay~
as a human!
we shall look forward for future but not looking backward
although i really miss those days
but i won't dream to go back to the old days
it's impossible and irresponsible =)
year 2011 was an awesome unpredictable year for me!
met lots of new things
met lots of obstacles
met lots of failures
met lots of arguments
met lots of new friends
met lots of difficulties
i cried
i shout
i hurt
i fell down
and...
i stand up
i tell myself that i can do it
and...
i did that
with the support from my lovely family
with the support from my dearest friends
year 2011
the year which recorded all my happiness,sadness,madness,crazyness,childishness.
with my dearest ji muis and friends plus the gang!
i gain a lot of experiences.
for everything.
i get a lot of things.
but in an equal way~
i lost a lot of precious things.
success is directly proportional to failures.
success , surface information.
failures , which people can't see and do not understand.
i'm sad and disappointed
but i'm not regret with what i've done for all these.
sorry, to those who had hurt by me
thanks, to those who're always trying to hurt me tease me
appreciate, to those who really love me and encourage me
love you guys who're always by my side
thanks for the shoulders,warm hugs,lovely words.
and now!
it's 2012 =)
the new year
the new hopes
the new beginning
the new chapter
the new days
the new challenges
and a brand new me! =)
not to let myself losing in the past
looking forward for the bright future of mine!
i know i can do it =)
i know i'll definitely love the year of dragon 2012~!
all the best and good luck to us~
to overcome all the unpredictable obstacles!
just tell yourself that you can do it !
then~you win~
you win yourself ! =)
you win back your confidence
and
you're just who you are! =)

unhappy

2011-11-30T07:48:00.001-08:00

normally...
i shall feel relief and happy now~
cause all the heavy subjects had passed....
left the only one subject chinese
but....
i don't feel the happiness~
don't know why =.=
i just love to think too much~
and...
make myself down!
~~idon'tlikeyouallgotthelink~~
~~obviouslyyouguyshavethesametopicsamehobby~~
~~butnotmeandyou=.=~~
~~ishallquit~~

~~why ? =(~~

:( sad case

2011-11-25T07:16:00.000-08:00

Went for Yamaha
For my teacher's grade performance exam
Shit
I dint do well in the exam
The examiner's comment was negative too
Feel so down for this:(
Feel that I can't do wl in everything....
The exam
The SPM
My personal thing
My life is just mess
Oh no!:(
I really hope myself can score well at least a pass in this exam
I worked so hard for it:(
I really hope that I can score in SPM
For my future :(

24112011 the 7th subject of SPM 2011 - PHYSICS

2011-11-24T07:04:00.000-08:00

awhhh~
physics one eer consider okay?
physics two died in few structure question =.=
physics three the design of experiment is doomed i just write whatever that i can think! =.=
omg!
i hope i still can get at least an A / A+ for phy =(
btw~
7down!3to go! =(
tough one
chemistry and biology!
ohhh shitttty sub comes together =.= next wed and thurs!
dennnngggg
no need to sleep dah! >.<
TT
btw i can't believe that tomorrow is the day! =(
i need to go KL for the damn yamaha diploma exam liao!
i'd tried my best to practice all these~
so please let me pass!
just a "pass" no need to be high marks or whatever!
JUST A "PASS" for this performance grade
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
seriously bit panic,bit nervous = shit! =.=
wtf! >.<
i hope i can calm myself down tmrw!
all the best and goodluck to TANHUIWEY!

sorry =( ANOTHER SLEEP-LESS NIGHT

2011-11-10T09:25:00.000-08:00

SORRY
ahaa =.=
actually i know that feeling
i'm so damn fucking fj =.=
suan!
lol =.=
spm is really just around the corner =.=
3more steps then...i can touch it SPM =.=
it's the important moment
but what am i doing here ?! =.=
ohhh nooo
that's bad
you know you can hurt me deeply so you did it again and again my dear friend =.=
aihxxx
and....
i think...
it's some sort of balasan? =.=
because i know i always hurt u again again and again
sorry =.=
sometimes i not really mean that =(
aihx
izit you can't really understand me?
or....
i just can't accept your acts? =.=
i don't know
but....
i know i won't step out from that if you doesn't do and ask that =.=

Sleep-less nights

2011-11-06T13:38:00.001-08:00

OMFG
I really can't stand it anymore-.-
Insomnia for almost half month
I can't even sleep until dawn!-.-
I'm tired
Whole body telling me she's tired
But I just can't fall asleep
Wtf-.-
How I gotta sit for spm like this?
Haven't reach the day of spm I d died of lack of sleep
Wth
Anyone can help me?:(
Suddenly feel that people who can just fall asleep at the moment they lay on bed are really good!
I can't:(
Y? I lost the ability to sleep?
OMG-.-
Read a post bout lacking of sleep will easily die of heart attack and stroke
I guess I will die soon :(
it's 537AM NOW
yet I'm blogging here
What the fuck!-.- I wanna sleep tightly at the NORMAL TIME!-.-

it's november NOW!

2011-11-01T09:07:00.000-07:00

12days to go for SPM
aihx =.=

after all these i shall be feeling-less
oh no!
don't come out now!
after SPM please =.=
don't think bout that
don't talk bout that
GIVE UP PLEASE!
ish =.=
can you please wake up TANHUIWEY! -.-
so damn freaking hate myself naoooo!
=.=
=(

=(

2011-10-28T07:55:00.000-07:00

depressed =(
sick for one whole week!
and yet =.=
din revise and study for ONE WHOLE WEEK! =.=
17days left =(
there's not enough time for me =(
TT=.=
wanna bang the wall so badly
aihx
sickness make me suffer
medicine make me fed up!
i don't wanna eat the medicine anymore =.=
ishhhhhhhh!
gek hei aaa >.<"
~~-E-M-O-D-E-L-O-!~~

~~verysad=(~~

~~butdon'tknowforwhat=(~~

~~ohno!~~

~~maybeiknowit'sforthatreason~~

~~justidon'twannaadmitthat~~

~~ohno! =(~~

~~idont'wantidon'twant~~

~~spmspmspmspmspmspm!!!!~~

it's for you.

2011-10-22T09:10:00.000-07:00

i think you d try your best to put it down right?
stop making the people who care bout you worry about you.
not blaming just advise and remind.
i know~
can't be lover then can't be friend?
i hate people purposely ignore me or walk far away from me even though when we're hanging out with whole gang of friends
or maybe...
talk to me you'll feel suffer and think bout the past?
then~fine! =.=
just leave me alone! =.=
aargh! =.=
actually when i heard the news you injured-.-
i act like nothing but i'm quite worry bout you~
din contact you
din find you
din call you
din skype you
din fb pm you
din sms you
is because
i scare you'll misunderstand my "care"
i scare it'll let you think too much
i scare you'll be suffer again
suffer for the past
suffer for the memory
i just wanna sms you and ask "hey how's your leg?take good care of yourself"
but when i think bout how you react when hang out with the gang~
and how you react when meet me
it's awkward...
since when our relationship become like this?
aihx =.=
it's quite...
painful?when i read the twit~
"she pushed him down to the sea...she regret...she saves him...2 months later...she tears off his limb..push him into hell hole and never return"
i don't know what to comment
yea
you really have the qualification to blame me
sorry
放下并不是叫你忘记自怜自哀而是要你保留美好回忆勇敢地迎接未来快乐地走下去！
my previous fb status~
it's for you...
you deserve better~
but before this~
let's work hard for spm kay?
show to others you can~
show to others your results!
don't let the people who care bout you worry bout you
i know you can.
that's all.

其实。。。

2011-09-20T07:37:00.000-07:00

其实是格格不入的。。。
其实明明就不是那一群的。。。
其实明明就知道也很清楚的。。。
其实根本就是只有自己在乎。。。
其实根本就是只有自己注意到。。。
其实根本就是忽略了。。。
其实。。。
很多的其实。。。
其实那不经意说出的话或作出的动作。。。
都是最真实。。。
也最伤人的。。。。
或许太敏感。。。
或许想太多。。。
但是。。。
现实，事实就要接受。
压抑真的很痛，很苦。
可是我不想破坏那丝和平。
伤，痛，自己承受就好了。
假装不在乎，其实在乎得要死！
假装心不曾受伤，可是伤疤不结痂。
假装看不见，其实比谁都清楚明白。
假装不知道，可是我真的什么都懂的。
这一生最讨厌受骗，骗人与受伤。
我真的格格不入。
我明白也了解的。
永远独自站在最后头那端。
还蛮凄惨的说。
哈哈
因为在乎，所以受伤。
我累了。
全身伤了

bye trial hello spm

2011-09-20T07:16:00.000-07:00

ohhh smurf~!
sucks!
suckss!
sucksss!
one word to describe my trial
DOOMED!
=(
sad case
i don't really have confidence in EVERY SUBJECTS =(
A+ fly away liao!
=(
haizzz don't be too sucks please
god bless me! =(
and it comes to an end today
20092011
hmm chunyik's birthday~
happy birthday yik! =)

by the way i'm so damn stressed =(
6weeks to spm
7weeks to diploma exam
wtf!
=.=
hope i can really handle them well!
pass with flying colours please!
don't make myself cry n down! =(

why?what?

2011-09-10T01:22:00.000-07:00

trial~passed one week, i mean four days
sucks like piece of shit!
i can imagine how sucks is my trial results
i'm not in the mood~
hate that! =.=
what the smurf!
what happened?
okay fine i 38! =.=
hate people promised but can't make it in the end~
lost the trustworthy on you
i hate you damn fucking much!

let's talk bout the recent life

2011-08-15T08:12:00.000-07:00

it has been long time i din't manage to update my blog

reason 1 . imma lazy gurl xD

reason 2 . damn busy o

reason 3 . im lazy to open my bloggie dui bu qi bloggie! <3 haha =x

hmm the farewell and inauguration dinner of the librarians year 2011 was awesome!

we're SSM~as the juniors said~super senior malaysia waaa=x

polished shoes~

but it seems like every form 5 librarians were happy and excited for that =)

it's really a memorable night for me~and all of us~

it's the last year of me~for being a school librarian in SMKAP~

time flies~

watching the juniors busy here and there~performance~

it recalled back the memory when i was form 1~

from the calon become librarians and ajk and head of the librarians~

it's a long journey~from junior~become senior~and retired senior now haha =x

i'm old~

watching the juniorssss i felt like i'm really old enough to retired =(

awhhhh~

i miss the moments la!

duty~chit chatting~

i will always proud of myself for being the librarians of smkap!

SMKAP LIBRARY 5 STARS!<3

jiayou juniors~all the best =)

and~

st.john dinner just passed~

it's awesome~not because of the performance~

not because of the food~

but it's because of the gang of friends!

seriously it's the most enjoyable and memorable st.john dinner for me~

we're laughing and scream like mad~

chit-chatting~

fighting for the food~

talking pictures camwhore around mexica~

it's really fun! <3

although it's not the perfect dinner i ever attend~

but it'll be perfect with the present of all of you! <3

smkap st.johners and juniors~

keep the st.john spirit!

don't let us down =)

all the best! <3

~~and trial aaaa =x~~

~~lut ! =.=~~

btw~

dato lee chong wei!

you're the best in malaysians' heart!

we love you~

although u lose the competition~

but in our heart you won that!

whole malaysia support you!

jia you!

don't be sad cheer =)

hope

2011-08-05T22:31:00.001-07:00

hope that tonight will be awesome~
and nothing happened =)
good luck to all my juniors!

our gathering =)

2011-07-31T10:00:00.000-07:00

named it as gathering~
hmm actually was celebrating van's birthday~
Cherating Steak House~
nice place~
nice feel~
with the
correct person~
correct food~
correct time =)
这一路走来。。。
我们当然也像普通的朋友~
有过争执，吵架，意见不合。甚至翻脸。不理睬对方。
但是最终我们还是会和好
还是会像现在一样。。。
互相扶持，安慰对方，协助对方。
当你们需要我时，我永远都会在你们身边。
相对的，我很有信心！当我需要人陪时，你们也会在不远的地方守候着我。
这是我们最后一年的中学生涯。
最后一年读同一个班级
最后一年能在学校聚在一起
最后一年有许多共同话题
最后一年了。。。
以后大家都各奔前程。
一定也会找到要好的朋友。
但别忘了！我们是永远的好姐妹！
有难时记得对方
伤心时记得对方
海内存知己，天涯若比邻。
无论大家为了自己的前程身在何处~
我们的心永远是相连的！
大家都会永远在精神或行动上支持对方！

wey-friendship forever!ever ever~ <3

soon

2011-07-29T00:22:00.001-07:00

soon my lovely bloggie will be secret
hmm before trial la =)

hmm...

2011-07-25T05:13:00.000-07:00

~~saw something i should not see~~
~~should not know~~
~~i rather i don't know anything~~
~~i rather i din't saw anything~~
~~it will just remind me of his betrayed~~
~~and my....helpless feeling that time~~
~~i sweared not to touch bout that~~~
~~from now on.~~
~~i hate to being lie by others~~
~~for any reasons...~~
~~i hate to being the last one who know that~~
~~once again~~
~~it will remind me of that damn shit situation and relation~~
~~that's all~~
~~the story comes to an end.~~

what title to put?

2011-07-23T09:22:00.000-07:00

hmm...
what i can say is don't make me hate you
thank you very much~
don't dfa =.=
don't do childish thingys....
don't hurt anyone...
and~
i really mind that~
what i've wrote were just very rough and surface ny~
and in open area....
but what you've wrote were very serious and flirtssss and it will really make people misunderstand.
and it's in private area...
no one knows except you yourself and the people!
so do you think you have the qualification to talk bout me?

327th

2011-07-13T07:59:00.000-07:00

cece~

stupid dog xD

bibi

sick =(

cutie~

kaiyi's and mine =)

his ex-profile pic~

kiki chelle sim and wey =)

my dearest!

annoying cancer ki =)

shy shy chelle!

kahwai~

at li chun yi's house~

couple shirt wehhh

yong sui sui =.=

ppl hving exam they playing around

yik

yhx

meimei~

cute one=)

glame fame~

simsim~

kaiyi

seriously like this!xD

cheers!

xiao yi ge~

van me sim~

teheee!

annoying hand =.=

like this pic for no reason <3

tearrrr

ksks

tks~

vannnn

sot niao~

somok face o

big cek!

practiced at the studio

celebrate mei's bday~

gcb

bday boiii

cutie friends~

mei forever =)

sleeppyyyy zzzz

another bday boiii!

moral folio

with the makcik~

picking up the "rubbish"

throw =)

depressed~

sopoh~

it's tc!

my cutie file and cutie me =) xD

dearest~

mcd =)

let's smile~

sozai yong~

liuk wo $$ omgeee

tom yum <3

memorable one~

nice nice~

awhh cute!

to be continue....

why wanna pretend?

2011-07-13T06:41:00.001-07:00

why wanna act?
why wanna pretend?
why wanna lie to me?
why wanna bluff me?
why wanna do all these to me?
why?
why?
why?! =.=
grrrr

it's the reality

2011-07-11T09:29:00.000-07:00

since that the chain between us broke
then...
nothing can stick us together anymore =(
the big family separated....
all things changed
u think it's just a simple name~
but for me~
it's the relationship...
aihx =(
sad case
it's last year
graduation year
why the things ruins?
why all the things become like this? =(
why broke? =(
just feel down and sad for this
i really treasure all these...
i really miss the moments
the memories
forever in my deep heart core
i love you all friends.

my life = SPM = homeworkssss = tuitionssss = foliosss =(

2011-06-28T08:59:00.000-07:00

awhh so so so so so many works to be done~and yet~
i'm still fb-ing blogging here
omgeeee
aiya =.= was doin homeworks for 4 hours i gotta kisiao d~
still left tonnes of school works n tuition works
what to do ? =(
moral folio and addmaths folio
gao miang aaaaaaaaa! =X
really gotta die liao la =.=
tdy saw a news bout the student suicide
what to suicide? =.=
ish i also haven suicide leh! =.=
pressure?overcome it please!
love problem? be tough =( !
family problem?try to talk with you family members
think before you die! =.=
why you've got the courage to die but not live in the world?
life are always full of obstacles
try your best to overcome them
solve them
not try to escape from them by the suicide method
coward!
think bout the people who you love and who love you!
how sad they are?
how hurt they are?
ishhh =.= gek sei!

~~imy~~

midnight

2011-06-27T09:43:00.000-07:00

doing mini-mag with my group~~~
awhh sad case i cant face to face join them~
so just MSN CALL =)

~~bit cant adopt with the silent phone and empty facebook inbox~~~
but i'll try my best to learn.....aihx =.=
omgeeee! =(

the sorrow behind the smiling face

2011-06-22T09:09:00.000-07:00

recently many things happened
~~parents arguments~~
~~family problems~~
~~friends...~~
~~love?~~
it's SPM year and i hope that i can really concentrate on my study
i don't wanna get into a relationship
as a friend,best friend you should understand me but not force me to accept it right?
and...
can we just be normal friend and PLEASE DON'T WAIT FOR ME?
you deserve better
i'm not good enough for you
sorry
and honestly
the message is hurt
hmm....maybe what you saw were just a part of the whole story
~~but you chosen to believe your eyes but not my personality~~
best friend.

i just think
if one day
~~i really died~~~
just for your words
will you feel regret?
i'm not to menace you
not to warn you also
maybe something you said are right
i accept what you said also
~~but if you're me~~
~~what's your feeling?~~

Crimson Blast 2011

2011-06-20T04:39:00.000-07:00

it has been long time i'm waiting for this dinner....
preparations....
arguments.......
worries..........
sorrow..........
happy............
excited.........
and finally~
it's the day!
all of the committees were did their best to make this dinner a successful one!
i love the moment when we're discussing
i love the moment when we're giving the commitment to each other
i love every moment that we're busying to prepare this dinner
thanks for those obstacles
we really learned lot of things
we really gain a lot of experience!
i know we're just one gang of small kids that full with the passion...
we still got long way to go
we still have to meet lots of obstacles
we still have to learn many more!
although we've been cheated
we've been blamed
we've been scolded
we've been think to give up
we've been looked down by others
we've been played by others
we've been fong fei gei by others
we've been chiong by others...
but still~
we're in the one unity!
19 of us are in one =)
we're argue
we're scolded each other
but at the end we just wanna each other to be improve~
so we did that
it's the sweetest memory i had in my secondary school life
i don't feel like graduate actually
i love SMKAP
i love AP-ians
i love my friends
i love my secondary school life!
buddies!
let's work hard for SPM from now on =)

找不到一丝丝的平静

2011-06-08T11:09:00.000-07:00

心烦。。。

睡在你的房间，想起。。。

以前你还读着中六，大学时。。。

半夜总是开着电脑打DOTA。。。

那时我常埋怨。。。

现在想看到这种画面出现都难。。。
每当半夜你饿时。。。
都回忙着找东西吃。。。
记得吗？
我们最爱的宵夜——热狗
你每次都耍赖。。。要我跟姐姐帮你弄热
然后你就会一口气吃好多。。。
有时心血来潮就像疯子一样
驾车到海边麦当劳。。。
我真的好怀念那些日子。。。

常常想要打给你但是有不知道有什么话题可以聊。。。

就算工作再忙也要记得回家。。。

假期那么多天。。。

也不会回家看看爸爸妈妈看看我

哥，你知道吗？

我很想念你。。。

我觉得我们之间的距离真的很远了。。。

我不想要这种情况出现。。。

我不要

我不想

得空记得回家好吗？

mid year holiday is tuition marathon,假期是补习马拉松

2011-06-08T11:04:00.000-07:00

ohhh god =.=
it's the 2nd week of my lovely holiday~
but i don't feel like it's my lovely holiday =(
if you ask me what i've done in this holiday
my answer will definitely be TUITION! =(
SPM year = pressuring year = tuition non-stop =.=
feel like the people who din tuition much or din tuition at all but still can get the excellent results is really damn pro one =.=
unfortunately =.= i'm not that kind of person =.= aihxxx
suddenly feel like...my mind are annoyed by something else =(
it's damn annoying
i'm so worry =(
depressed
i hope there's a miracle for us
i do trust miracle would happen in this world
so please don't let me disappointed =(
we met lots of obstacles
we experienced all these
we think to let go n give up before
but at the end we din do that
so do let me have the miracle plz =(
god bless us =(
please please please!

mid term

2011-05-20T09:31:00.000-07:00

having mid term now~
the 2nd week~
and goin to be the 3rd and also last week
and~~~all the memorizing n hardest subjects for the 3rd week =.=
chemi~phy~bio oh no =.=
hmm tired aaa =(
nothing to update recently
i'm getting lazier and lazier
ohhh no! =X

彷徨

2011-04-25T06:56:00.000-07:00

我没那个权利
我没那个资格
我知道你允许
但我真的没立场去说了
我后悔了
但若时光倒流我的答案依旧一样
对不起
但我真的很爱你

星期六在晚宴上遇到毕业的学长
他说
把握现在
他说
在大学里很多人都有自己的另一半了
他说
总有一天我会被你感动的

但是我真的把握得著吗？
我不懂
对不起

我要学习习惯

2011-04-21T07:31:00.000-07:00

我必须学会习惯
习惯不再每天跟你信息
习惯不再每天跟你通电
习惯你不再身边
习惯你不再关心我
习惯你不再对我撒娇
习惯你不再主动找我
习惯没有你的生活

你。。。
也该习惯这一切了
对不起
我爱你

20th of April 2011

2011-04-20T08:49:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to my dear brother
wish you all the best in your works , love , wealth , health!

有那么一个人
那么爱我
那么疼我
那么宠我
事事以我为先
是我选择了放开他
虽然爱他但不能不放开
这是对彼此最好的结果
对不起，我爱你
谢谢你对我的好
它们都是我最美好的回忆
最温暖的安慰
谢谢你
愿意等
谢谢你
包涵我
谢谢你
爱我

我爱你

i dun like to talk with a person who do not have nilai rasional nilai bertanggungjawab and nilai keadilan

2011-04-03T05:10:00.000-07:00

hmm do u know what's the definition of this three nilai?
don't know?
ask your moral teacher
i din mean that u TIDAK BOLEH BERFIKIR har~
i really din't mean it o =)
once again u disappoint me!
once again u make me speechless!
once again you make me totally lost the trust to you!
once again we argue because of them!
once again you make me mad!
once again and it will be the last
as kiki said as a leader u make ur committees lost the trust on you that means you are not a success leader that means you got problem
think from the different way u will get the different results
it's the same
do in the different way you can get the most big different effects
shame of that
biao dui hao ru zuo
thank you very much

I hate it!:( sickness go away!!!:@

2011-03-22T20:27:00.000-07:00

Everyone hate to fall sick
Yea me too:( i hate those stupid sickness especially flu n cough!
Once i get flu or cough soon other diseases will come together:(
Wth! I hate sick
Every time i get flu n cough sure~i need a long period to recover:(
I hate the mucus in my nose tissues everywhere
I hate the uncontrol coughing until vomit n make my stomach feeling uncomfortable!
I hate the feeling that voiceless
Cant shout cant talk much cant sing :( aargh!!!!!
I hate all this:(
Sickness go away from me!:( i hate u:((((
Stupid damn sick:(
Damn moody for the damn stupid diseases!!!!:@

the 310th post of my lovely blog =)

2011-03-19T10:05:00.000-07:00

not much words...

let the pictures tell you the story =)

it's my life of year 2011!until this month =) january...

birthdays of 5C-ians

the designer

one of the helper =)

it's me!

dearest CL giving his lovely speech

trying hard to make his wound

awhh

concentrate

everyone were busy-ing but the main character posed there=.=

*peace!*

ewww

palm injury~

hen kai xin yi xia wo~

whole hand with the "blood"

yucks~

hao bang o! =) haha

fa qiao

image spoiled =)

he call me to captured de~

cutie patient

teaching

bergaya?

hen xiang hen pro hor?

bu cuo~

kena tou pai =)

the toilet

seducing meimei~

cello =)

girlsss~

pn too =)

boss =)

the boys~

lol

lol =.=

black n white

cece

happy cny =)

cutie

fierce

part one end =)

to be continue.....

我曾经想过的。。。

2011-03-01T05:46:00.000-08:00

爱做梦。。。
爱幻想。。。
的陈慧玮。。。
曾经想过。。。
我们毕业多年后的生活。。。
我脑海里常有个画面。。。
那就是。。。当我们都上大学了。。。
每回放假大伙儿就一起出来聚会，聊天，说废话。。。
好像现在的中学生活一样。。。
我脑海里也有另一个画面。。。
那就是当我们都成为了成功的社会人士之后。。。
我们也照常有朋友间的聚会。。。
大家都在社会发光发热。。。
达到自己的理想与目标。。。
同样的。。。
我们的友谊还是依旧深厚。。。
感情非常好。。。
大家都想彼此问好。。。
细诉着彼此的工作问题，日常生活。。。
我脑海里也浮现另一个画面。。。
当我们都成家立业了。。。
聚会依然如火如荼的进行。。。
但不同的是。。。
每次聚会。。。
女孩们就会带着自己的另一半与小孩们一起出席。。。
男孩们就会带着自己的另一半与小孩们一起出席。。。
场面热闹无比。。。
不变的是。。。
我们多年来的友谊。。。
深厚的感情。。。
但。。。
我脑海里的画面真的会成真吗？
但愿如此。。。
我不希望我们的友情是那么的脆弱的。。。
虽然我深知人与人之间的关系是如此的不堪一击。。。

random

2011-02-28T04:57:00.000-08:00

it's kinda busy for me recently~
busy for the retirement of Mr Chim , SMKAP's beloved principal.
busy for the performance at The Zenith Hotel this friday night~
and the school farewell party's performance...
library's present for Mr Chim~
aihxxx
gonna faint!
=.=
preparations for GN...IR...
Performance for Key Club performance...
Performance for GN...
Performance for IR?
Performance for Mr Chim retirement
oh damn it!
all come together and make me crazy!
seriously lack of sleep!
hate this feeling =(
and sometimes will worry n think bout those aihx!
=.=
i don't know la
=(
don't wana to be moody~
don't wana to be so damn busy
don't wana to be so damn tired
don't wana to be so worry bout the things n people that i should not give attention to
damn it! =(

it's me! =( crazy huiwey

burlesque

2011-02-23T05:27:00.000-08:00

depress

2011-02-16T05:06:00.000-08:00

long time din't update my bloggie
i am so lazy and busy to update it
aihx....
honestly....
i don't like year 2011=(
at least i don't like this first two months of this year...
many conflicts occurred...
between my family and i...
friends...
aihx...
i hate conflicts
i hate that feeling
i don't know what to do with you...
before i get to knew about that...
i really think before...
"okay , from now on i wont ignore you i will treat u better just like form3 and 4"
but...
since that i get to knew about that...
u know my attitude...
once i given you the chance...
you destroyed it...
means...
no more chance...
i know i am quite cruel...
but i just don't wanna make it more complicated...
i wont argue with you
i wont talk bads about you
but
i wont bother you
disappoint me =(

and...
i really feel like i am a outsider for you...
every time when you moody...
when you upset...
i don't know the reasons...
when i asked you
your answer must be " oh ntg!" "oh i sot d"
i hate this kind of answers...
i told you everything...
but you made me feel like....
so depress...
feel like crying...

future?

2011-01-19T07:54:00.000-08:00

lost in the middle of the sea...
blankly...
aihx
what to do ?
what is my future?
deciding to choose the uni...
i want sydney so badly ! =(
where to go?
singapore?taiwan?kl?
i've no idea =.=
no form 6 for me =(
but what if my results is sucks?
oh my! =.=
i hope it wont happen!
i need the schoolaship so badly!
i need it =(
for the studies...
for the fees...
many aspects to think bout...
not so clear what i want...
music?design?
aihx....

form 5 =)

2011-01-16T06:30:00.000-08:00

hmm...
can accept that i am a form5 candidates liao!lol
i think this year will be having many talks...bout spm?our future?JUJ again! -.-
but don't know when it will start la~
hmm...
a can adopt with the homeworks...
tuition classes
packed time table d
hmm...
i haven finish my add maths folio -.- omg!
some more...
i din even know how to do the moral folio and -.- din even start it!aihxxxx

~~not chaser ,~~
~~then not friend any more?~~

the january life of 2011

2011-01-13T04:44:00.000-08:00

it's just the second week of year 2011
i've just started school for one 4 days until today...
but i felt lots of pressure...
and january of 2011 is really sucks!
at least for me and sim
it's damn sucks =(
many unlucky things happened to both of us
aihx...
dog fan tai sui ke?lol ! -.-
hmm damn sad on tues...
cried for the whole night
the very very very first failed in my life -.-
aihx...
sorry dad n mum
sorry teacher
sorry to myself =(

=(
damn sad and down for that
everyday packs and full =(
TT

sick =(

2011-01-06T01:58:00.000-08:00

don't sick plzzz!
at least dun sick at japan -.-
i duno how to communicate with my host family lo -.-
duno how to tell them i sore throat , fever and whole body pain
just now called mummy
told her i sick d
daddy asked me cold or not
hmm today damn cold de lo!
really not feeling well now
when i am drinking the water or eating...
i feel that my throat gonna burst =(
pain like hell!
mami i need you! =(
every time i falled sick u always take care of me de =(
although i dislike the medicine
but now i really need it =(
i duno how to buy in japan leh -.-
god aaaaaa dun treat me like this plz
i dun want to sick in japan!
i dun want just go back malaysia den sick -.-
i want to go to school aaa! =(
TT
freezing cold today =(

=(

2011-01-03T18:16:00.000-08:00

although i like the life in japan
but i wanna go back to malaysia right now!
school reopen liao
the 2nd day d =(
i will be skip school for one whole week oh damn it!
this is not the main point >.<
main point is tuition classes started
i will be skipping the 1st lesson for all subjects !
wth -.- hate this feeling la
heard them said it's hard?TT
wo yao hui malaysia shang ke! =(
spm aaaaa =(
i really damn down now -.-
aihx...

don't really know what happened between u guys..
will make it clear when i back
hope everything will be fine
many thingys n mood in my brain now
it's freaking annoying
i hate to be like this
i wanna back to malaysia
i know i will miss the life in japan
i know i will miss japan
but i wanna back to malaysia
i wanna go school
i wanna go tuition classes
i wannnntttt malaysia! -.-

kimono

2010-12-29T05:25:00.000-08:00

early in the morning...

i woke up LOL

-.-

like primary school punye essay haha!

okay back to the topic -.-

hmm...

my host sister brought me to a saloon - 'Maximum Saloon' to set my hair...

after one an hour...

it's done huh finally!

they keep say kawaii neh! lol

i keep say arigato!

haha

and...

at night...

having the farewell party at home =)

with host parents's friends...

lion members...

had shabu shabu nice =)

awhhhhhh

wear kimono is really really damn complicated de lo -.-

haha

but fun n nice la =)

i love kimono

very nice eeiiii

one picture uploaded here =)

more at fb...soon =) haha

today...

2010-12-28T06:31:00.000-08:00

today most of the time just stay at home with host mother , host sister , and her children...
online whole dayyy huh
12 o'clock like that...
host mother n sister started to made toko yaki...
then afterwards
i joined them too =)
had lots of fun haha
host mother said i made till very nice~~~
awhhh so happy! xD
at 4 o'clock something...
went out with host mother n sister n her children...
just walk around at the shopping mall...
and host mother bought the wii games for her grandchildren
they are noisy but cute =)
xD
hmm...
my dinner is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3 xD
that's all for today =)

tomorrow need to wake up very early -.-
8.45am need to start to go to the saloon n make my hair...
aihxxxx
piggy huiwey
lolx

winter illumination

2010-12-27T05:20:00.000-08:00

went to nagashima

for the winter illumination with my host mother <3

awhhhh

damn nice n pretty weii =)

let the pictures tell u the story!

the coridor

fuji mount

and dolphin

just few pictures uploaded here

gonna upload ALL in my fb soon

now lazy

other days ba!

i really enjoyed today

thx to my host mum

love you!

arigato gozaimatsu !

merry christmas =)

2010-12-26T03:47:00.000-08:00

having the great christmas with my awesome host family =)
the dinner that prepared by okasan were delicious n nice =)
the presents they gave me are nice too =)
love it so much! xD
the christmas cake was nice too
but i hate creamy cake -.-
eer lastly i also ate it -.- but left many cream on the plates awhhh
just like a small kid haha
afternoon i went to a shopping mall...
to meet with yvonne =)
because both of us live quite near...
and our host family already contact each other...
so that we can meet on christmas day =)
we shopping together awhhh
awesome =)
but the prices not awesome -.-
LOL
so i dare not buy so many things haha

and today...
i went to Nagoya castle by shinkashen n subway...
long journey la
from my host family house to there
but it's pretty awesome!
ahaaa
the celebrations event in the castle are quite funny n interesting (although i don't know what they said n what the audience laugh for -.-)
i just can remember the girl that sat behind me laugh till very very loud -.-
my eardrum also puff d >.< lol
and...
we went in to the castle =)
the museum
nice nice nice =)

i miss my family =)
not home sick but just miss them =)

Christmas eve of year 2010

2010-12-24T03:33:00.000-08:00

i still remember...
it was an awesome christmas eve i ever been...
with my chic chic duck ducks gang =)
the christmas eve of year 2009
i love it
it will be the most awesome christmas eve i ever had!
because it was the date of the PMR 2009 results released date...
i get what i want =)
i get the most best christmas present =)
i love it
i appreciate it
i get 8A's in PMR =)
it'S really unexpected for me!haha
even my family members also get shocked
haaha
i celebrated christmas eve with them...
at ecm... =)
we played crazily!xD
miss the time
miss that moment <3

and this year...
i have my christmas eve at aichii of Chita city , nagoya , japan
i stayed with my host parents...
although we din celebrate christmas eve...
but i had a mouth-watering dinner =)
thanks to my okasan!
i love you =)
and
i love your cooking too =)
i am lucky!
because i have a mum that can cook very well in malaysia
and now in japan...
i have a host mum that can cook very well too =)
they bought me haagen-dazs again =)
strawberry flavour this time!haha
and...
they gave one big bar of chocolate too =)
thank you very much
arigato gozaimatsu!
i love you! =)

i love my parents
i love my host parents
i love my fammily =)
i love my friends
i love Japan
i love Malaysia
i love everything around me =)
that'S great!

lastly!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE TO ALL OF YOU =)
ENJOY IT =)

japan~1412 ~ 2212

2010-12-22T02:43:00.000-08:00

14122010
reached KLIA at 5something almost 6 o'clock...
started to register and so on
8something like that went up to the plane.
singapore airline
9 something mostly 10 , we reached singapore airport
walk around n taken my dinner at the airport...
chit chat with other YEｓ...
1am...
went up to another plane...
cant sleep well on the plane =(
after 7hours or 8 hours flight?
i dont really remember the time
we reached Nagoya airport =)
the lions club people are waiting for us at the airport!
we went on the bus
started the journey to tokyo by bus..
it taken 8 hours to reach tokyo from nagoya~
spent 3 days at tokyo...
the 4th day we went kyoto...
it taken another 7 hours to reach kyoto from tokyo...
we chit chat , we sing , we palyed
it's really enjoyable journey!
haha
spend 3 days at kyoto...
the 1st night i went hot spring with da ge =) a japanese staff , zhen zhe , zhen zhen , ying ying , yie kwan , say seng and others i 4get psps
it's damn relax n nice =)
but everyone were naked -.-
it's really a brand new experience for me huh
but i do enjoyed it =) i means the hot spring haha
the 6th day...
after visited two temple...
we went to nagoya station...
i met my host family =)
they' really kind!
chita lions are friendly too =)
they organized an welcome party for me =)
after that we went to a pub...something like pub but not really?lol
to sing =)
they love my voice haha
arigato gozaimaize!
they bought me an ipod as the christmas present =)
thank you very much!
lastly...
my host mother will bring me to a music concert tomorrow =)
awhhh
cant wait for that!
finished updated =)
willl be renew soon~

huiwey love japan

huiwey love nagoya

huiwey love chita city

huiwey love her family

huiwey love her host family

huiwey miss her family

huiwey miss malaysia!

it's December of 2010

2010-12-13T07:32:00.000-08:00

DECEMBER ,

LAST MONTH OF THE YEAR.

hmm...
two more weeks school will reopen~
but i cant back to school on time~
because gonna leaving Malaysia for a few weeks~
Youth Exchange Student of Lions Club...
going to Nagoya , Japan soon~
winter time~
pretty cool and cold =)
hope everything will okay~!
hope that i can get the good host families =)
hope that i can get to know more friends =)
hope that i can have a safe journey~
hope that everything will be fine!
by the way~
i don't have any special mood now =.=
no excited
no hoping
no expects
no sad
no mm say dak
nothing =.=
LOL
i don't know why~haha~

~~results sucks =.=~~

~~mind messy~~

~~annoyed! =.=~~

~~hope i got the answer after i back~~~

~~bye!~~

09122010

2010-12-09T10:42:00.000-08:00

din sleep for one whole day~
practiced at shean's house till 12++ almost 1am like that~
back home...
i get insomnia! =.=
cant sleep even i tried so hard~
LOL
so...
din sleep~
when 5o'clock~
bathed , prepared~
550am went to jye's house~
wait the dai siu yeSSS till 7 o'clock like that~
start practice~
then pn ooi fetch the girls to there~
WISMA BELIA~
and wai n xianwei's parents fetch the boys~
reach there~
rehearsal~
8++
our turn for the performance~
hmm...
it's consider OKAY ONLY
cause we just used 1 day to practice it~
LOL
then 12++
reached home~
omg i damn tired~
straight jump onto my bed and sleep~
till 4pm
woke , bath then bio tuition~
one day...
passed~
time flies~
two weeks more...
school gonna reopen~
but i'm not here =) xD
next tuesday will be flying to japan =)
good luck!

relationships

2010-11-28T07:59:00.000-08:00

there're many RELATIONSHIP in this world...
as a friend - friendship
as a lover - intimate relationship
as a family member - closest relationship in this world
and many others relationships too...
as a family member...
they'll take care of you...
love you always!
they'll always love you...
no matter your bad or good habits...
this ~ is what we call family <3
as a lover...
he or she will take care of your whole life...
once there's goods they'll first think of you...
they'll put you as the first place...
actually family and lover is equal in a balance...
as a friend...
they'll listen to you...
they'll help you...
they'll care you...

it's family
it's lover
and
it's true friend

how to differentiate true friends ?
i've no idea...
i don't know why people need to be so fake
smile at you
chat with you
IN FRONT OF YOU
but chop you
talk bads bout you
BEHIND YOU
it's the reality

sometimes u think it's real
sometimes u think it's what we call true friends
but actually it's not~
anything just come in front me n tell me la
thank you
there's no ANY benefits for you to did that to me lo

all the best 加油篇 ♥

2010-11-22T09:46:00.000-08:00

tomorrow...
SPM and also STPM started?
i not sure bout STPM...
but all the best to all the seniors , friends , dears , and all the form 5 n upper 6 students!
good luck!
and also...
good luck n all the best to TAN HUI WEY!
and jye =)
having a quite important performance tomorrow night at Hyatt Regency Hotel...
many candidates from the other coutries will be watching my singing performance...
huy jye's violin preformance...
and our school's traditional malay dance performance~
all the best and good luck~
will be go to KL after that...
rush for my deploma exam at Kelana Jaya , Yamaha Music Center...
hope everything will be fine...
hope that n wish that i can pass my exam~
pray hard for it! =(
good luck hui wey!
after the exam...
need to rush to Bukit Jalil...
good luck to me n the drama team too~
hope that i can be there on time~
and hope that there're time for me to help all of them make up~
all the best charcoal pink pink drama team!
we're the best in everyone's heart~
but maybe we're not the best in the judges' hearts!
so just try our best!
all the best!
good luck!
i need luck!
all the best!
steady!
no need to be nervous huiwey huiwey huiwey!

huiwey - i just want a "PASS" on the cert~in all the subjects! =(

god bless me!

i wanna , oh no , should be~

WE WANNA get a "CHAMPION" for our team~

it's not impossible~

but it's not that possible also~

it's national~

not state~

so...

all the best~

good luck~

except these i don't know what to say anymore!

random

2010-11-21T08:29:00.000-08:00

你。。
厌烦了吗？
我讨厌被人敷衍~
我不喜欢被敷衍~
你忙。。。
可以告诉我。。
别敷衍我！
谢谢。。。
是我想得太多 =(

it's a saturday~

2010-11-20T10:06:00.000-08:00

holiday started~
but i don't have the holiday mood =(
everyday busy for practice drama...
practice piano...
attend the extra classes...
violin classes...
other music classes...
chemi and phy tuition~
aihx...
most of my gang are having their job at PC fair...
i decided to join them de before holiday...
but after i know about my exam date =.=
no more!
LOL
aihxxx
the deploma exam is on 24th 11.45a.m.
the national drama competition is on 24th ALSO 2p.m.
luckily both also at kl~
but one at kelana jaya
another one at bukit jalil~
i hope there's no jam-ing of cars when i going to bukit jalil from kelana jaya~
but i know it's quite impossible ...
because 24th is wednesday , usual working days...
some more after i finish the exam already 12++
it's lunch time for all the officers =.=
oh damn it!
i just hope that we're the last group to perform
and i can go there earlier
because i need to make up for all of them =(
sorry boys n girls~
i'll try my best! =(
aihxxx...

wey-i want canon 550D! =/

huiweys from year 2007 to 2010 !

2010-11-16T08:56:00.000-08:00

form 1

form 2

form 3

form 4

randomly updated my blog~

it's hui wey

from year 2007 to year 2010~

no changed?

lots changes?

i've no idea~haha

bye exam hello exam =(

2010-11-11T03:50:00.000-08:00

school end year test finished !
finallllyyyyyyy !!!!huh~
many human become pandas cause of this freaking long hard exam =.=
today last subject~
3 papers~
PHYSICS!
my weakness =(
owhhhh~
die d la =.=
aihxxxx
gonna work hard for SPM phycissssssss
i hate euuuu! =(
everyone were enjoying n planning where to go where to play for their holidaysss
but me ? =(
hello deploma exam =.=!
omg!
gonna work really hard for it!
=.=
next next wed is the exam d!
aarghhh~
at KL aaa~
everything clash =(
drama competition at night =(
wo de tian aaaaa!
=(
gonna cry d =(
all the pressures come together!
=.=
i think there's no time for us to practice the drama =(
everyone were busy for WORK PLAY OWN THINGS =.=
nobody wanna sacrifice nobody wanna give out their time~
how we gonna be success?
we're just a ZONE CHAMPION
now this is the NATIONAL COMPETITION
all of the other groups are also ZONE CHAMPION
don't think ourselve are good enough to fight with them~
we need lots of practice n polish + hard work~
i can see the arguements coming =(
aihxxxx
i don't like this~
but it gonna happen~
i can guess it =.=
没有永远的胜利
没有永远的成功
没有白吃的午餐
只有努力
才会得到最好的回报
别轻敌

bio oh bio!

2010-11-09T08:55:00.000-08:00

bio oh bio!
i faced you for 10 hours ++
but i've just read 4 chapters! =.=
nutritions oh nutritions!
why u've sooooooooooooooo many reactions and equations?
oh my god!
why we need to study bio =(
GG.COM!

anything?

2010-11-03T08:41:00.000-07:00

i don't know what happened to me =.=
but i just felt...
uncomfortable
my body uncomfortable~
my heart uncomfortable!
everything are just wrong =(
i don't know why
i've no idea
my mind is messy now
i hate this feeling

随心言论

2010-10-16T10:57:00.000-07:00

当你无法胜任此职务时，与此同时。。。你！也失去了批评人得资格。
本来我是不想对此事耿耿于怀，一再追究的。。。
可是你的言行举止都让我感到很厌烦！
我自认经验丰富过你。。。
也不会怯场。。。
不会让场子变冷。。。
但你呢？
我无语置评。。。
也懒得去批评~
我只想说。。。
当你唱衰人。。。
批评人。。。
耻笑人时。。。
请先秤秤自己有几斤两~！
我睥视你~

sorry =(

2010-10-14T05:39:00.000-07:00

sorry mum~
i promise i will take more time to chat with you~
hope it's not too late
sorry~
i promise i wont just busy with my things only and din bother you~
sorry mum~
really very sorry~
i love you! <3

and my dear bibi~

sorry!!!

jiejie not purposely want make you injured one~

sorry =(

i know your head head sure pain pain~

sorry bibi =(

tomorrow bring you to clinic let doctor check okay?

sorry ya~

really very sorry~

jiejie love you so much~

i promise no next time~!

i will very very care of you and siak you~

sorry bibi~

i know you're very pain now~

sorry =(

please be tough ya~

recover soon~

don't die =(

wuwuwuwuwu~

sorry bibi~

sorry mummy =(

i'm back =)

2010-10-13T07:57:00.001-07:00

skipped school 3 days~
and now i'm back =)
cough n flu still following me =(
poor thing during the trip~
i cant eat many food =(
wuawuwuwuwwuwu!
i do enjoyed this trip very much =)
it's time to back to study mode~
i think everyone are starting their revision longgggggggggg time ago~
omg =.=
my finaly exam sure gg! =.=
aihx~
good luck to me la =(

away for 4 days~

2010-10-08T09:46:00.000-07:00

tomorrow~
saturday~
a schooling day....
for SMKAP =)
but..
i'll follow my parents go cameron highland~
daddy go work~
mum n me walk walk luuuu~
then will go to kampar...stay one night at there~
sunday will go to kl until tuesday only i will be back~
for brother UPM convocation =)
congratulations to my brother!
finally you're graduated!
best wishes , all the best and good luck in your work!
we love you!
guys~don't miss me =) xD

给你的一篇。。。

2010-10-04T20:43:00.000-07:00

~~小孩儿~~~

~~有什么不满就当面更我呛~~~

~~当面跟我说~~~

~~不必在姐姐我的背后搞风搞雨。。。~~

~~胡乱捅我几十把刀~~~

~~当初忍你~~~

~~时念在你还小。。。~~

~~但。。。~~

~~一年过去了。。。~~

~~你还是老样子~~~

~~拜托！你可以成熟点吗？~~

~~一点就好了!~~

~~但我知道这对你来说是很难的~~~

~~算了吧。。。~~

~~可是重点还是要说。。。~~

~~别只敢在我背后捅我~~~

~~要呛来我面前呛~~~

~~本人奉陪到底！~~

~~若你认为你有那个本事的话~~~

~~说往往容易~~~

~~做就难上加难！~~

~~不然你试试看~~~

~~我看你一个字都讲到手震口又颤抖！~~

~~孩子就是孩子！~~

~~希望你早日成熟~~~

~~可悲的孩子~~！

Pelindung and TC =)

2010-10-04T20:33:00.000-07:00

tuesday....
the normal schooling day....
the first day of PMR~
~~and the only one day cuti bergiliran for us =) 4C & 4J's students~~
well~well~well
frog xin jiahui wai karjun n i went to bukit pelindung =)
after that climbed to TC~
had our breakfast at MCD~
chit chat~
suddenly~the topic changed to you and YOU
hmm....
i think i dy put down completely =)
i don't have any feel when their asking me bout u~
i'm happy with this =)
i wont feel hurt when the topic changed to you =)
just that....
the memories still there~
but no feel anymore =)
good! xD
wish you hang fok ba!
and YOU...
hmm...
bit down lu~
~~3 years best friends...~~
~~say bye bye then all these gone~~~
=.=
i know this is already the ending for us~
but still ...
will review back~
think back~
i don't why we'll become like this la
i din think before this is the ending for us~
but it really is the only ending for us~
so....
just accept it...
~~wish you can think clearly and...~~
~~try to change =)~~

by the way~

all the best to all the form 3 candidates =)

YE =)

2010-09-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

i've received the call from Lions Club YE's officer on monday =)
she told me i've been selected to Japan - Nagoya =)
awh~
tengfatt went there before last year ahaa~
seems quite fun =)
but i need to leave all y family n friends for one month =(
awh~
hao sad o!
by the way...
final exam coming soon =(
i still everyday fb n lazy to open my book to revise =.=
OMG!
ngor mou dak gao jor! =.=
wo de tian a~
hope i can be more hardworking =x
lazy-ness go away from tan hui wey! =)

我。。。

2010-09-28T07:49:00.000-07:00

我还是无法抵达他的❤里。。。
我常常不懂也不了解他在想什么。。。
我真的很失败=（
我不懂该怎么办。。。
我真的不懂该怎么办。。。
很讨厌这种迷惘的感觉。。。
我不喜欢这样的自己。。。

有感而发

2010-09-28T04:58:00.000-07:00

世事无常。。。

当你以为。。。

身边的人将永远留在你身边陪伴你时。。。

你把他们对你的关心，付出与牺牲。。。

当做理所当然~

但当有一天。。。

他们从你身边消失了。。。

离去了。。。

你才后悔。。。

才发觉。。。

自己已不能没有他们。。。

失去了才懂得珍惜。。。

这是每个人都常犯的错误~

珍惜你身边的人，事，物。。。

别让它、他、她从你身边溜走。。。

别让你的生命留下遗憾。。。

珍惜眼前人。。。

用心去爱与呵护你所关心与尊重的人❤

complicated

2010-09-27T08:00:00.000-07:00

hmm...

went to Gambang Waterpark yesterday with my charcoal gang =)

really had lots of fun with all of them especially with sim xin kahwai liling n vin =)

woah~

although there're just few facilities for us to play~

but it gave us lots of fun~!

we just keep repeat play the map n the...eer

don't know call what few people sit together one lo =.=

LOL

and the river =)

awhhh~

although the water was...not that clean~

but we're still enjoyed ourselves!

i've seriously dark face n body n sunburn =.= OMG!

i thought everyone were happy n enjoyed~

~~but it's just i thought =(~~

seriously , i love him =.=

charm lo! =.=

我爱他

2010-09-24T00:00:00.000-07:00

丁当 - 我爱他

作词：黄婷作曲：陈威全

他的轻狂留在某一节车厢

地下铁里的风比回忆还重

整座城市一直等着我

有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天

我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来

若那一刻重来我不哭

让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘

曾为他相信明天就是未来

情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望

我的心深深伤过却不会忘

我和他不再属于这个地方

最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢

伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗

曾经依靠彼此的肩膀

如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘

逃不开爱越深越互相伤害

越深的依赖越多的空白

该怎么去爱

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘

曾为他相信明天就是未来

情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望

我的心深深伤过却不会忘

我和他不再属于这个地方

最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天

我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来

若那一刻重来我不哭

让他知道我可以很好

惨了

我妒忌了

也伤心了=(

Mooncake Festival of 2010 =)

2010-09-23T22:50:00.001-07:00

happy belated birthday to my dear pretty sis bernice

and...

happy belated birthday to yikyik~

mooncake festival 八月十五

is my dear sis n dear bro yikyik's lunar birthday~

haha....

we went waiwai's house~

prepare a surprise to yikyik~

happy bo?

haha~

btw your present are damn expensive de norh =.=

so...love it care it~! =)

thanks us for giving you such a memorable lunar birthday lo!

haha~ =)

i love him,

but he's a flirter =.=

he always flirt with...

the people i hate the most!

what should i do =(

awhhhhhhhhhh sim !!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

2010-09-14T04:34:00.000-07:00

except 20071994 i think 14091994 is the best date i ever know! =) xD

cause 20071994 is my birthday and 14091994 is your birthday my dear =)

haha~

i think...

we knew each other for many years d right?

since primary school until now~

hmm...

but!

we just started to "really" know each other since form one~ =)

cikgu puzi's tuition~

ahaaa~

then we're in the same class~

same tuition =)

although u're prefect i'm librarian~

but we're still best friend =) { lol this one is add on to make this post long , it's not the business that you're prefect or not and i'm librarian or not =) } xD

okay~

so start now

i use chinese to type it =)

宝贝！

不知不觉我们成为好姐妹也4年了哦！

时间过得很快很快~

我们都老了=）

不过。。。

即使时光飞逝~

人事已非~

但你我之间深厚的友谊是永远无法磨灭的！

时间只会把我们种下的友谊变得越来越深厚，

感情越来越好，

对彼此的了解也更深~

友谊也到达另一种更好更亲密的阶层~

这4 年来。。。

若我没记错~

我们是从来都没有发生过口角~

没有争执~

因为我们心灵相通嘛~

不然就是善良的你处处让着我=）

我好爱你这位可爱善良又大方的好姐妹哦！

你处处体谅我~

包容我偶尔过分的宣泄~

当然你也是我非常好的听众与支持者~

你常常静静的聆听我倾诉心事~

你常常默默的聆听我宣泄~好像垃圾桶一样开玩笑的！=） xD

适时时。。。

你会给予我适当的劝告~

解决问题的方法~

你也是每次都在我背后默默支持我的忠实支持者 =）

当我遇到挫折~

遇到困难~

遇到解决不了的问题~

我第一个想到的就是你=）

就算你帮不上什么忙

你也会支持我

鼓励我

其实~

善善=）

这就是对我最好的帮助~

当我得到胜利与荣誉~

我想到的也是你=）

我好想第一时间跟你分享我的喜悦与荣耀！ =）

当然=）

你也常对我倾诉你的喜怒哀乐~

我见你难过，帮不上忙~

我在心里也很难过~

我见你高兴，成功

我在心里也为你感到开心与骄傲！

我真是三生有幸才能有你这位好知己！

我一定一定一定会很珍惜我们之间的友谊=）

让它茁壮成长！

最后，祝你生日快乐=）

愿望一一实现！

做个健康的大宝宝！

天天开心哦！

=）

bbq

2010-09-11T11:22:00.000-07:00

awhhhh~

having bbq at kahwai's house just now =)

this bbq is just for fun~

without aim de la =)

btw i've really enjoy it~

haha~

fun!

chit-chat n play with all the friends =)

it's just great!

thank you aunt , uncle and kahwai =)

i love him~

but he doesnt =(

i'm annoy i know!

odd job

2010-09-08T09:59:00.000-07:00

monday 20100906

went tc early in the morning~

8 o'clock like that join in my group which consist of me , woen , yan , yiing , daniel , zhehang , meihui , yanping , yongyie , and so on?lol sorry i forget d -.-

old dy ma~
haha~

damn tired

but quite fun =)

we walked around the pelindung's housing area~

went jamie's house and many many ppl's house too~

woah~

lastly went vivian's house~

walao -.-

behind D'EMBASSY~

sooooooooooooooooooo far from tc~

after that still need to walk back to tc~

but thanks to yonyie's mum who willing to fetch all of us =)

thank you!

it's quite fun although it's tired~haha

don't say till like whole world did wrong~

don't say till whole gang~

is just few people okay?

bitches and dogs?

2010-09-02T09:09:00.000-07:00

LOL~
recently~
bitch and dog is the hot hot issue that we discuss among our gang~
the charcoal family~
okay~
let's talk bout this~
i heard some news~
i get angry when i knew that~
but after few minutes...
just feel like~
okay~
let it be~
mouth is his~
what he wanna say just let him~
but then i just don't know why he wanna do that~
what's the benefits he'll get actually?
it's just a simple misunderstand?
or purposely one?
no one knows~
except himself~
besides~
another one~
huh
i really cant believe that =="
i thought you'd changed lots~
but then~
finally~
something~someone~let me know~
u're still that attitude~
okay fine~
i should just pretend nothing~
but in my heart it won't be nothing~
fong sam la~
although i'm bitch~as you said~i am bitch~same bitch with someone~
okay fine~
let you~
but~
i think i will not tell you everything from now on~
because you'd make me lose my fully supports n trustful on you~
so bye!
we're still friend?
maybe~
think so!

20082010 Friday Night =)

2010-08-20T09:34:00.000-07:00

it's not a special day actually~
but it's a wonderful night!
Lion PS Wong invited us to his house for a bbq gathering~
for celebrate his birthday =)
fatt , jane , bang , lap , k.wah , yb , calvin , e.ser , jas , shean , yan , woen , tzyy ,and me went =)
lion's house is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice =)!
lion is professional in making sushi n salmon those also =)
haha~
i love the food!
delicious~
we do enjoyed it!
after finished our delicious dinner~
went to living room watch lee hom's music man concert~
everyone were sooooooooooooooooooo high!
haha~
then zihao made the chinese tea for us~
lion's house are full of chinese tea~wine n so on!
woah~
so niceeeeeeeeeee =)
lastly~lion n jane made for us =)
haha~have lots of fun~
and learn something also~
thank you lion n aunt~
for giving us the chance to enjoy the night =)
thank you lion for fetch us back!
thank you!
love you~ =)
haha

waiting ttf to upload all the photos!wuhuu~

updating my blog~

2010-08-11T07:01:00.000-07:00

Leo IN n PPS High Tea passed
i don't think i organize both of this events successfully~
for LEO IN i'm treasurer in the BOD~
it's quite okay with the night just the rain~
make us got a bit clumsy before the night started n when it just started~
all the programmes flows quite fluently which people thinks it is~
but just the committees know~
actually there're quite clumsy messy~
all the performance we prepared is for pool side~
and all the activities too~
so...
when it move to the ballroom~
the mood are not there~
but all the audience are quite enjoy~
and some of them say it's boring~
yea~it's boring for others~because it's an INSTALLATION night for all the new members and the incoming BOD~
for sure~
it's boring for others ~
sorry for that~
and lastly~
all things settle down =)
we'll start with our new August projects~
car wash n September Odd Job~

let's talk bout PPS high tea~
ok~
i'm the OC of this high tea~
to organize an event is tough~
some more~i've no any experience and do not have any seniors to refer to~
so i just can do it on my own knowledge~
i separate all the works to all the form 4 PPS~
which are the committees of the high tea~
i think they can do well~
but it's just i think~
it's not they cant do well~
but not as well as i think~
i've no time to guide them one by one to finish their works~
so...
every time meeting when i ask them how's your job going on?
nobody reply me~
if not all say almost almost just left here n there a bit~
okay i trusted u all~
that's y i gave u all to do that~
because i cant organize the whole high tea with just me myself right?
i hope to organize it successfully~
i hope to let all the PPS enjoy this high tea especially the form 5 one~
because they're going to graduate soon~
so i really sacrifice many time for this event~
but end up~
i get all the negative feed back from the form 5 PPS~
i'm quite sad n disappointed with that~
i know it's my fault~
because as a leader~
i din lead the committees well~
that's y the whole high tea became sucks~
sorry everyone~
i know that the programmes are quite messy~
it jump here n there~
sorry~
i know the emcees are not that perfect~
but they'd tried their best~
it's the 1st time for that~
i know some of you will said~
many people also 1st time but better than them~
but the problem is not everyone can have the courage to stand on the stage and become the host of one event~
it's hard for those newbies~
so...sorry bout that~
except sorry i don't know what can i say~
cause it'd happened n past~
i not n wont find any excuses for myself~
i know the high tea is sucks~
but i admit that i should not scold them so strict in front of all people~
but then i really very angry that time~
so sorry bout that~
but they did wrong also~
the one who late~
the one who din inform anyone she's late~
the one who did everything without our helping~
the one who cant finish all the things but still wanna say i can do it~
the one who closed my phone when i'm finding her urgently~
the one who show me her black face~
the one who din done her work~
the one who is irresponsible~
the one who i angry the most!
if you apologize to me~
i'll forgive you~
but u din~
some more you show me your black face n talk with me with such impolite speaking!
i do not want to scold anyone but your attitude make me angry~
i din scold you face to face~
when u reached i just help of take some of the things and rushed to the counter~
i din say anything when i saw the programme books all are INCOMPLETE!
i din even scold you~
cause i already lazy to scold you~
many PPS of f4 already went to helped you to write the programme books~
so who're going to help me?
it's funny!
i really speechless~
once again sorry to form 5 PPS
sorry that we made all of you disappointed
sorry that my attitude make you all dislike~
but if i din did wrong the things i wont admit~
lastly~
what i want to say is~
not i din order people go help HCW n CXT~
is they don't want and said don't need~
they said they can handle by themselves~
i asked her privately she also told me don't need they almost done all the things~
i trusted both of you~
so i let both of you do that~
but somehow~
the results are sucks~
so...
i've no comment for that
i don't want and also wont scold you all face to face
because all of these already pass~
i just hope that others please don't misunderstand me~
thank you!

don't think i don't know
what you've done behind me~!
i'm not 3yrs old child!
what you did
just you and god will know!
if you think that u din did any mistake~
yea~
go ahead~

2010-08-01T11:14:00.001-07:00

i got the feel~
i am a complete failure ~
aihx
speechless

pasar minggu =)

2010-08-01T09:17:00.000-07:00

haha~
today is SUNDAY!
xD
went pasar minggu with kang ning my dear~susu~malco~yiqing the driver =)
cray-ing around there~
huhuhu~
cam whoring also~
haha~
i just cant stop laughing ==
LOL
bought too many food~
cant finish it~
argh~wasted~
haah~
but then i really wnjoy to be with them =)
a gang of kisiao people~
thanks =)
haha~
hmm...
all the photos at malco there wor~
waiting him to upload luuu~
=)

we did it =)

2010-07-31T01:55:00.000-07:00

wuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
charcoal pink pink drama team~
we won the champion!!!!!!!
ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
damn excited =)
when the emcee announced~
JUARA IALAH.....
SEKOLAH MENENGAH KEBANGSAAN AIR PUTIH
all of us shout loudly cry n hug till luan!
haha~keep on shouting n jumping like a crazy people~
xD
actually we din expect we'll get champion really~
but then~we really did it =)
awwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhh so happy!
haha~
thanks to Puan Too~
Miss Phua Soon Gee
Puan Nafisah~
Mr.Chim
Puan Zuraidah~
for helping us a lot in the process we going to be success =)
thank you so much!
and now~
we're waiting for the november's performance =)
charcoal pink pink jia you!!!!!!

谢谢那些曾经看不起我们的人。。。
因为你们的“看不起”成了我们最大的推动力！
我们要证明给你们看~
我们有多棒~
我们是可以的！
衷心感谢你们！

busy busy busy =x

2010-07-29T09:11:00.000-07:00

hmm....
just finished july test yesterday~
it's just sucks~
i can determine how sucks is my results this time ==
totally din prepare for it~
LOL
not even prepare for ONE PAPER ==
sorry mum sorry dad sorry teachers~
i will do my best in the end of year exam =)

today~
hmm...
went to indera mahkota that hall to perform our drama "waste to wealth" for the recycle function that organize by F & N , alam flora n so on~
hmm....
tha PA n venue are damn nice =)
i love it~
and today's drama is the best ever performed by us =)
better than last time competition at SMART~
haha~
i hope that we can perform excellent tomorrow =)
Terengganu~
charcoal pink pink are coming =)
jia you jia you jia you~
i don't think we'll win~
but we want to win~
and~we'll try our best to win!
all the best charcoals =)
love you all!
haha~

ni hen bitch!

you hurted me when u said that to others
i though we're best friend~
but just ALWAYS IS ME MYSELF~
I THOUGHT!

i am totally stress out! =(

2010-07-21T06:46:00.000-07:00

1st thing...
thanks all my dears for giving me so many surprises~
and make so many videos for me =)
thx~love you all yea~
i will always remember all of you!
i will appreciate all the cards n videos u all made~
thx!

2nd thing...
i passed my piano grade8 exam~
quite sad~
because i just get a "PASS" == with 118 marks!
it's the first time i get pass~
aihx...
quite disappointed~
i though at least will have a "merit"
because the examiner is so strict!
who knows?
=(
i really cant accept it now~
cause grade 1 till 7 i also get distinction in every exam~
but now~
the most important exam for me before going to deploma~
i just get a pass
TT
sad ark!
aihx....

3rd~
let's talk about library~
librarians~
PPS HIGH TEA~
my dear librarians~
please do your works okay?
please done all the works i given before the date line okay?
i beg you all~
please~
i know everyone is busy for their things also~
but i am also busy with this n that!
i know everyone has no experience~
but i have nothing also~
i don't have any experience to be an OC of a event also~
don't know please refer to me /pn yap or any seniors~
don't know must ask~
don't know n no time is NOT AN EXCUSE for you to skip from your works~
i will try my best to not to be so strict to you all~
cause all of us are in one team~
we're same age~n also friends~
so i don't want any arguements happen~
i am the one who not willing to see that happen the most!
i know sometimes i really cant control myself and scolded you all~
but if you all did your work~
done it nicely for me~
i wont scold u all one ok?
let's deal~
we can done the high tea successful together one right?
i already very stress bout this~
for many reasons~
please i beg you all~
do your work~
don't let me scold you~
don't let me push one step u only do one thing~
do it automatically~
if you try but wrong~nevermind~
i wont scold you~
but please don't tell me i don't know without trying anything~
i also don't know how to be an OC~
i also don't know how to be a good head pps~
but...
just learn okay?
let's work hard together!
jia you!

4th~
LEO IN...
as a treasurer sure my work is about money~
$$
now we're seriously lack of money!
so everyone work hard o find sponsor =)
jia you!

5th~
sketch competition for national comp~
we're totally not in the class for whole schooling time!
if you wanna find me please go to tepian ilmu or hall~
thx~
okay~let's say bout this~
we're practicing hard everyday~
as someone said why they're not qualified to involved in this competition~
why those people who can speak english fluently then can get involved in this competition~
ha!ha!ha!
very funny~
before the competition we got asked you all to get involved in it~
but all the replies are "no , thx.don't want la my english sucks , don't want la i want study , don't want la i don't know how to act"
hahaha~
gao xiu la ==
i also just involved in drama this year~
i don't know how to act also~
my english sucks also~
but i've try my best to learn~
to achieve success~
at least a try on that~
after that i fall in love with drama~
i enjoyed the drama~
i enjoyed it when i'm the character~
you!
have not qualify to say us sucks~
because u're more sucks~
always just use your mouth to spread the rumors but when we call you take actions?
lut like a bitch!
i don't wanna to be so rude but i really angry about this~
we're trying our best to get champion although it's quite impossible~
can you all see that?
when we're practicing hard~
we sacrifice all our time for studies n so on~
can you do this?
we argue before , we feel disappointed before , we practice hard for that also~
so please don't judge people !
you are not qualify to judge "charcoal pink pink team!"
i know why the rumors now only appear~
because we'd reach national stage~
i know what you all want is just the NATIONAL CERT~
it's useful as others said~
if we din come to this stage will you all see our team?
the answer is no!for sure~
before that all of you look down of us~
say our dance sucks~our drama sucks~
we din bother that just to try our best~
we did it~
we achieve success and now proceed to national stage~
AND NOW~
YOU ALL ONLY get attract from our drama team~
YOU ALL ONLY REBUT-REBUT to join in our team~
funny~
it's impossible~
people~
i not want to scold you or what~
but i don't like your attitude seriously~
bye!

20072010 TUESDAY~

2010-07-20T08:25:00.000-07:00

big day for me n my family!
i love you all~it was a big day for my mum , dad , bro n sis on year 1994~
they were worrying~about me - the new born baby~
it's my mummy's "mu nan ri"
i really appreciate mum born me out dad feed me~take care of me~
siblings love me!
thank you!
it's my sweet 16th this year~
i enjoyed my birthday!
really~
i love 2007!
nice date~
baba mama gor gor jiejies~
n my dear friends =)
thank you very much!

tomorrow will update about the surprises that my friends n piano teacher given me =)
sekian , terima kasih!
love you all!

friday n saturday night~!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-07-14T08:56:00.000-07:00

friday ------ > 16/7/2010
xinxin dated me for "Eclipse"
so i went ECM after violin class~
i thought really just both of us ==
who knows?
LOL
kaiyi dodo vin wai ling kahwai yikyik all inside the cinema d~
xin purposely make me n her late~
so that can let the crazy gang hide inside the cinema 1st ==
when i 1st go in~
i saw the front line audience why so weird?all lowered down theirs head
LOL
who knows i juz sat down~
then kaiyi them shout loudly~
hello huiwey!
i zadou d ==
after that~
behind~dodo kick my chair n say hello with me with liling
LOL
==
quite shock!xD
we make lots of noise in cinema!xD
after finished the movie~
went to "Taste Cafe" to wat steambot~
yummy but expensive too!
but someone treat me =)
xD
LOVE SEI YOU ARK KAIYI!
chit chat~
till 12 o'clock then went back home luuu~
thx all my dear =)
i love you all!

saturday --------->17/7/2010
after English tuition~
then i straight went to Megamall by wai's car~
thanks aunt!
sim n xin them decided to gv me a surprise using the same method as yesterday~
but i know they're bluffing me so...
haha!
no response~
but honestly~
i really very touch for what u all did for me =)
i love you all~
AND I DIN BUSHUANG HUIXIN N EDISON~
THOSE PEOPLE PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK!
DON'T SPEAK THOSE FAKE THINGS AT THERE ANNOYING!
THANK YOU!
after that went to JR =)
thx all~i really very happy n touched!
glad to have you all as my dears hou jimuis n hou hengdais~
chics n ducks!xD
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

i love you all!muackz!

放下了。。。

2010-07-14T01:31:00.000-07:00

放下了所有的东西。。。
所有的回忆。。。
才知道。。。
其实~
放下，释怀。。。
并不难。。。
谢谢你曾经爱过我。。。
谢谢你曾经让我爱过。。。
谢谢你曾经给过我许多美好回忆。。。
谢谢你曾经对我呵护备至。。。
谢谢你曾经为我加油打气。。。
谢谢你曾经为我做了那么多。。。
谢谢你。。。
一切。。。
谢谢你~
祝你永远快乐~
幸福~
释怀了。。。
轻松了~
我们依然是朋友 =)
thanks for everything you did for me~
i should be write this post 1 year ago...
but until today~
i only can really put down you~
and all the memories...
i'm a stubborn people~
once i love you~
wont easily forget you~
sorry for making you troubles before this =)
and thank you!

finally =)

2010-07-14T01:05:00.000-07:00

finally the piano exam is end =)
happy go lucky~
wish me good luck n miracles appear =) xD

and....
finally...
after 3 years ++
i've deleted all the message from you~
no dear anymore...
no weywey anymore....
no baby anymore...
no muackz anymore...
no i love you you love me anymore =)
in my inbox~
i've been kept all these for 3 years++
we've been break up for 1 year i think~
hmm...
and now~
i really can put down everything dy~
and now~
i really can be a NORMAL friends with you~
and now~
i really wont miss you~
wont sad for that anymore =)
wish you always happy n xing fu with your bii~
jia you jia you~

i wrote this post not to show you what~
is just to record down my life =)
so that i can read it ~
so that i can remeber got this things happened before in my life =)
not blame~
not show~
nothing at all =)

tomorrow is the day~

2010-07-13T08:04:00.000-07:00

14/7/2010
a meaningful day for me~
my big big day~
tomorrow is my piano grade 8 exam~
i'll try my best to achieve what i want to get!
i'll work hard for it~
i'll not let my parents , teacher n friends disappointed =)
i will not let myself to be nervous panic n sad at the end!
jia you huiwey =)
all the best to everyone~
xD
distinction~~~~i'm coming =)

god bless me~
i wish the examiner is in the super hyper good mood tomorrow =)

thanks for the wishes from everyone =)
tqtqtq
love you all yea!xD

july - my life!

2010-07-08T09:37:00.000-07:00

okay~
it's 8 of July now~
July~
it's a busy busy month for me =(
damn stress de :x!
aihzzzz...
everyday practice piano and drama~
because...
i'll be having my piano exam on 14th of July
next Wednesday~
i heard lots of rumors bout this lady examiner~
i started to be nervous~
fingers flip...
all those major n minor errors!
OH MY GOD!
help me please~
i wanna pass my grade 8 exam with "DISTINCTION!"
the grade i always get :(
but i don't think i can get this in my grade8 exam~
all the best n good luck to me!
jia you jia you!
relax~steady~PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT!
add oil!

and...
me n the other 15 classmates will involved in the musical sketch which held on next monday 12/7/2010 at SMART~
hmm...
everyday practice at school~
quite fun n enjoy~
but NOT every time everyday -.-
so...
good luck all!
=)

i'm the OC of the PPS HIGH TEA
everyday tuesday after assembly will be having a short meeting at library~
huh
busy n really leceh -.-
many things i also need to manage need to guide them~
LOLX
i don't really like to be an OC -.-
aaargh~
but no choice :x
so i'll do my best to let the f5 pps n all PPS enjoy the hight tea n games :)
jia you~ my committees!

4th....
preparations of LEO IN 2010~
i'm the treasurer~
aarghhh
$$money money$$
we need money~
sponsors~
anyone willing to donate money for our dinner?
seriously~
we're lacking of MANY MONEY now -.-
LOL
so...
i will try my best to help Kwang Shean to make this dinner success =)
jia you!

lastly~
St.John Adult Exam...
will be having adult exam at SABS this sunday noon 3.00o'clock~
woah~
i don't even know what i need to do~
ahaaa~
but just try my best n enjoy with my crazy gang =)
ALL THE BEST!
xD

night =)
huiwey - steady n relax~
good luck in the exam~
hope i get what i want to achieve in this exam!
=)

26/6 , 27/6/2010!

2010-06-27T08:10:00.000-07:00

jane~
the birthday girl susu - happy sweet 17th :)
performing :) thx for the flowers :)
my dear!
i love this pic!

kaiyi~
ah shen~
ah jas~
amanda~
me :)

more pictures click here

26/6 Saturday~
having tuition at 1 to 3 o'clock~
after that~
yum cha with sistersss n her friend at Old Town~
then back home~
sistersss help me to set up my hair~
then~make up on my own~
settle~
reached Vistana at 6.50 p.m. like that~
i thought i was late~
but -.-
i seems is the most early one >.<" LOL so~ i do enjoyed the night Graduation Night of SMKAP 2010~ :) after the dinner finished~ kaiyi , pee , susu n me~went to ecm by kaiyi's sis's bf~ thank you! went to song box~ sing K woah~ so high! xD i love n miss that moment :) then watch叶问前传with susu n kaiyi~ peeeee back home d~cause her sister scolded :( reached home at 3oc'clock midnight~ woahhh~ tired :) 27/6 - sunday~ tuition till 2.30 o'clock~ then... went to khai shean's house~ make spagetthi~n mushroom soup walao~ so damn many the spagetthi! -.- but it's quite a sweet memory for us :)

15 days to go ....
jia yoU!

forgiveness~

2010-06-24T08:03:00.000-07:00

Generally, forgiveness is a decision to let go of resentment and thoughts of revenge. The act that hurt or offended you may always remain a part of your life, but forgiveness can lessen its grip on you and help you focus on other, positive parts of your life. Forgiveness can even lead to feelings of understanding, empathy and compassion for the one who hurt you.

Forgiveness doesn't mean that you deny the other person's responsibility for hurting you, and it doesn't minimize or justify the wrong. You can forgive the person without excusing the act. Forgiveness brings a kind of peace that helps you go on with life.

forgive~

forget~

happiness always around you~

i don't know what actually happen now~

and....

i wish~

the thing you think n said is not the same as i think~

~ peace ~

wo moody liao lo >.<" LOL steal someone's copyright haha!

2010-06-22T08:20:00.000-07:00

went to sendo no-ya~
celebrated kaiyi's birthday with him :)
don't too gam dong!
haha~
ate quite lots of food~
full woahhhh~
and chit chat~
keng many sam si~
hmm...
babe ark~
don't sad la~
i'll always by your side :)
don't care what people said~
don't care others how to see you~
if they're your true friends~
they'll understand you well~
and forgive you~
wont did something hurt you~
so~
jia you jia you~
i know now want you cheer up immediately is impossible one~
but just try your best okay :)
remember no matter what happen~
you still got huiwey!
waaaa~
so wei da man!
xD

so...
skip now~
what i moody is~
aihx~
she always scold me~
and she really
close minded -.-
i don't know what to say bout that~
but we just play~
i think it's not a problem!
but you?
what so serious?
gao xiu!
he's my brother okay????!!!
don't always blame me~!
i hate this feeling~!
you always me how how how~
but~
what i did n do now~
are all learned from you all!
gao xiu~
don't slap yourself mouth la!
ishhhh!
hate hate hate~
moody!

happy birthday to my dear :) ❤

2010-06-21T09:09:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to my hou ji mui - - kaiyi! :)
xD
okay la~
hou heng dai~
aiya~
nononononono
should be...
my dear best friend :)
我的好知己。。。
时间过得真快！
转眼间。。。
你十六岁了。。。
( ⊙o⊙ )哇。。。
我们从相识。。。
到成为同班同学。。。
再成为知心好友。。。
到现在。。。
已经过了7年了！
好快哦。。。
我们同班了7 年~
哈哈。。。
在这7 年了。。。
我们一起经历的。。
还蛮多的嘛。。。
我们曾吵架。。。
我们曾一起疯狂过。。。
我们曾一起做傻事。。。 :)
我们曾为小事儿争执。。。
可是。。。一会儿就没事了嘛~
最后我们还是和好了。。。
依然是好朋友~
好知己~
好姐妹~
好兄弟！
哈哈~~
但很多时候。。。
我们在一起的时光。。。
是开心快乐的。。。
每当看到我们一起拍的照片。。。
就会想起那些美好的回忆。。。
我很开心。。。
很庆幸。。。
能拥有你这位好友~
每当我不开心。。。
你都会设法逗我开心。。。
陪我聊天。。。
陪我谈心事。。。
听我倾诉。。。
每当我遇到困难时。。。
你都会帮助我。。。
鼓励我~
我永远都不会忘记你这风趣幽默的朋友 :)
谢谢你帮了我这么多。。。
谢谢你愿意当我的知己。。。
很多的谢谢。。。
我会珍惜。。。
认真对待我们之间的友谊。。。
谢谢你
最后~
祝你生日快乐哦！
记得要常常照顾身体。。。
健康最重要！
加油 :)
i love you my friend :)
take good care of yourself! ♥

happy birthday!

2010-06-21T08:02:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to xiao mei :)
happy birthday to my cousin brother~

stay healthy :)

so...
today school reopen~
but what i did ?
woke up late~
and end up~
i'm absent today!
LOL
lazy gurl i am~
haha~
btw~
i really miss school life~
lol